Came home tonight, was in the mood to make something delicious and visually appealing to spoil myself. Health wise, this meal is great for the tummy (only if you eat half of that pasta plate, as I did). Homemade tomato sauce with garlic, onions, oregano, basil, vegetable broth, salt, pepper. Spinach salad with olive oil, balsamic vinegar and a balsamic vinegar glaze for appeal, parmesan and tomatoes. Delicious, xo -Jenna Marie
I am completely obsessed with Essie’s new collection of nail polishes, particularly all the glittery colours. I brought my two new Essie colours to the nail salon today and I was extremely surprised by how cute they turned out. It only took two coats of the pink, followed by one quote of the glitter and one top coat for protection. I wish the pictures did them justice but, in the light, they shine. Also, because of the different sizes of the glitter chunks, it looks like paint splattered on my nails, and I think thats dope. I highly suggest all females to buy this, you get great quality for your buck and most of all, you look like a doll, spice it up with some dark eye liner to change this look from teapcups to punk princess. -Jenna Marie

The tissue of skin bellow my eyes are now bruised
The water ducts are now empty, used and abused
Life as I know it has crumpled, dissipated, faded
My bones have weakened, they are broken, jaded
My brain is haunted, repeating images of your face
Resting, cold and still, you are impossible to erase
Your voice echoes through my head, dissonance
Yet you are at peace, feeling tranquility, innocence
I carry my head high portraying support for them all
But when I am alone, in my darkness, I fall
I promised you years ago that I would stay strong
Fighting this alone however now feels so wrong
I weep in solitude, I howl, sob and mourn
The loss of you, good friend, has left me torn
However I promise you now, I will do my best
To live the rest of my life without being depressed
To strive to find the brightness in every future day
Instead of throwing the beautiful, pure, sun away
I promise you now, that I will follow my dreams
I will not let anything or anyone come in between
I promise you now, I will battle every fight
I will never be afraid to let in the precious light
For through my life, I want you to know,
I will live it to the fullest, I promise I will grow
For although we will now be forever apart
Please do remember that you will forever be,
In my heart.
-Jenna Marie-Rip

Just because you know the walls of a house
Doesn’t mean you know the home inside,
I swallow my pain like medicine
But I cannot swallow my pride
The home is torn but the walls seem strong
The bricks are glued but the love is wrong
The pieces are present but they’re torn apart
The home isn’t a structure for the home is my heart
My legs are tired of running
These marathons I construct
An orchestra-sized headache
This sadness, I conduct
You cannot kill a tree
By cutting off its head
You cannot hurt a tree
Whose roots are already dead
My head is ringing
For heartache always calls
This home is crying
And so are these walls
-Jenna Marie-




